Category: Bucket List

Bucket List and Obsession Update

On December 20, 2021

So, I have completed 2 items from the bucket list, the additional piercings and the tattoos.

I have added a third hole to the lobe on each side and one at the top on the left side, aka the helix. It was a little sore, but not bad. Once the top piercing is healed and no longer sore, I will replace it with a ring instead. I am already planning on getting more. Although they might not be in my ears.

A local artist, Riley Hoffman (@rileyhoffmantattoos), did the tattoos. One on the inside of my left wrist is just the word Breathe. Sometimes I just need the remember to pause and take a couple of deep breaths. It’s important to keep oxygen going to the brain so the body doesn’t go into flight or fight mode, as well as remind myself that I have control over my body and reactions even if the current situation is out of my control. The other tattoo on the inside of my right forearm reads ‘You Got This’. Essentially, be brave, be bold, and you can do it. Don’t we all need reminding of that at some point in our life? Or several points… I already have plans to add to the one on my wrist. I suspect an addiction has been created.

Now on to a favorite topic, my obsession update, Spencer Barrick. OMG! Its not enough that he is intelligent, sexy, creative, and has a sense of humor. Oh no, he also cooks! Yep, he can cook, too. Give me a moment here… *fans face with magazine* Maybe I shouldn’t ever get close enough to be able to smell him. If he smells really good, then I might be ruined for anyone else.

He posted pictures today of a hike in the Zion National Park. No, it’s not stalking if he posts it to his Instagram account… Anyway, they were beautiful shots, both in the scenery and the main subject. It made me think it was time to get my camera back out. I would love to be able to take pictures of him with his clothes on. But if he insisted taking some off, I don’t know if I would complain too much…

Although I will admit that my faith has been questioned lately in regards to his royal hotness. I came up with a great idea on how to expand the advertising for the condom company to women. It was to combine the sale of condoms with a case to carry them in your purse or pocket. There is a company out there named Just in Case that creates such a product. How perfect is the naming, PS and Just in Case? I relayed this to him in the messaging feature of Instagram and I’ve not had any type of response. He might not have even read them. Bet he gets lots of messages from crazy fans, but I don’t think I qualify in that category. Really! Since no one is reading this blog, I guess it doesn’t hurt to share the details here. In any case, obviously I still have faith and I’m not taking (trying not to) it personally.

Oh, let’s not forget about the llamas. I know, I bet you thought I was done with them. But, wait, there’s more! Here is a link to a guy that runs a llama farm talking about using the males as pregnancy detectors. I can’t decide if watching the guy try not to laugh or the llamas themselves are the funniest. Whatcha think?

SPIT Checking pregnant llamas – Ep.58 – Llama Life – YouTube

Obsession

By Editor

On December 4, 2021

In Bucket List, Confidence, Damon Dice, Spencer Barrick

Everyone has at least one. It might not reach the level that it could be considered an obsession. Right now, mine would be Spencer Barrick. You should already know who this is if you have read the other posts, although according to my site numbers, I am thinking my BFF is probably the only one.

Anyway.. He is an adult performer with the stage name of Damon Dice. Yes, I know, I could just say porn, but adult entertainment sounds more sensual, doesn’t it? Like getting intimate versus fucking. I agree, there is definitely a time to use each one to strike the desired mood. See what happens when Damon is mentioned? Just give me a moment to get back what I was thinking.

So, after discovering DD, I found myself looking for information about Spencer. If you are curious, his Instagram account is @SpencerMichaelBarrick which is fairly PG. For more racier content, you can check out his twitter account, SpencerMBarrick. Or just a general search in google will bring up thousands of sites and videos.

One link I found interesting is a podcast that he did in September which he posted on his Instagram account. It can be found here: ‎Well Connected with KrisMo and Gbills: Episode 65- Spencer Michael Barrick aka Damon Dice on Apple Podcasts. The part I liked the best was the explanation of why he decided to put his social media in his name rather than his persona. He has watched many different performers suffer from type casting and losing their unique personalities. I was impressed as how succinct that was because I think of Spencer and Damon as two different people. Don’t misunderstand me. Damon is hot AF, but in a one night stand or booty call buddy way. Spencer, on the other hand, is someone I would really like to get to know personally and, maybe, hang out. So, Spencer, if you are looking for another friend, message me.

How I like thee, Spencer, let me count the ways.. Ok, not really, but…

So, just to be crystal clear, I haven’t met or talked to him. All my opinions are based on information I have found on the internet including Instagram, Twitter, interviews, and posted information on websites. I will admit that I could have filled in things with what I wanted, but who doesn’t? Even if I am completely off base, my ‘fantasy’ has encouraged me to be brave enough to make some life changes. I feel like that is a win, so let me fantasize.

I think the article that started it all for me was 8 Tips For You To Be More Confident – P.S. Good Times (psgoodtimes.com). I was at the right point in my life to really take most of it to heart. I don’t know if Spencer wrote it, but just let me pretend, okay?

Here are the main topics:

Get Rid of Self-Limiting Beliefs and Practices – Essentially, believe in yourself and just do it. Got it.

Improve Your Body Image – Workout, lose weight, get more sleep and you’ll look better which will make you feel better. Yep. I can say this is true cause I have been doing it. Eating more fruits and vegetables. Cut out almost all pre-processed food and fast food places. Limit the amount of beef and pork in favor of turkey, chicken, and seafood. Drink more water. My BFF and I keep each other more active with gym visits, walking, and yoga. I feel so much better and have started to see the difference on the scale and how my clothes fit.

Raise Your Curiosity – Ask more questions and explore. This wasn’t expected advice, but okay, I can do that.

Stop Comparing Yourself to Others – Self explanatory and incredibly hard to do. I know I struggle with this. My therapist says, “What others think about you is none of your business.” As I use this, especially in self-talk, I feel more willing to try things that I haven’t done before.

Set a Series of Small Goals and Work Towards Them – Create a list and do it. I’ve got this one. Created a bucket list for myself and have completed one (more ear piercings) and have the other one scheduled for the 16th (getting a tattoo). I have another blog written about my list, but haven’t published it yet. I like creating lists and crossing things off since it makes me feel like I am getting things done.

Give and Accept Compliments – Again, pretty straight forward. I have no issues giving out compliments, but do struggle with accepting them. What can I say, but working on it.

Listen to Some Music – I’ve never associated this with confidence, but I know that the type of music can definitely influence your mood. As I work, I listen to music and have tried to expand to different genres. It helps time pass quicker and I feel more upbeat in general. Maybe that is how it can effect confidence?

Overcome Your Fears and Doubts – A couple of favorite quotes from this section, “You’re the sperm that won” and “until you accept that you are an exceptional human being who deserves to feel good, none of these tips will matter”. In other words, just do it. This is like the final pep talk of the entire article and I like it.

Like I said, I was in the right frame of mind and at the right point in my life to read this. It suddenly all made sense and was something I could and wanted to do. I will occasionally read the article to motivate myself if I feel like I am losing focus or need some inspiration.

There is another one on the same site with more tips on how to be more attractive. There is a mention about shoes which makes me chuckle. I mean, I look at women’s shoes cause I just like shoes, but do men really look at shoes that other men are wearing? Or do they just look at shoes women are wearing? In my opinion, the most unattractive shoes are things like flip flops that make that smacking sound as someone is walking. A woman can be made up fabulously, but then she walks with sucking-smacking sound. Not attractive, unless maybe you are into that. Maybe there is something about shoes…

Creation of Bucket List

By Editor

On November 26, 2021

In Bucket List, Damon Dice, Spencer Barrick

Not that I don’t like to write about sex, porn, or more specifically, Spencer Barrick (aka Damon Dice), I’m going to start another conversation that will fall in line with the previous posts. Ok – maybe not the llama information, but I just had to throw that out there. I am feeling like I might have even more for a llama post in future, so stay tuned.

So, before I get too far distracted, I wanted to come up with a bucket list of sorts. I feel like it might help me actively pursue the goals despite the fact that my blog isn’t getting any hits. I can’t even find it in search engines and I know what I’m looking for. And I digress again, so onto the list in no particular order.

Piercings: I have 2 in each ear already, but I’ve wanted a third. And I would like a ring in the upper portion of the left ear. I tend to pull my hair back on that side more, so it will be more visible. Talked to someone else about a hood piercing, but I’m not completely sold on that yet. Not completely against it either.

Tattoos: Yep, I am still a tattoo virgin, but I plan on taking care of that in the next couple of months. I’ve picked them out and know where I want them. Just working on getting an artist to do them. I suspect I’ll want more once the bubble is popped.

Sassafras Trees: I saw a picture of sassafras trees growing out of the water and I’ve wanted to see that in person. I don’t know why, but I’ve been fascinated by it.bn m

Flying: No, I don’t mean high, but learning how to fly an airplane. There have been concerns about finances and health issues, but that is getting worked out. Literally.

Healthy: Yep. It’s on the list because I am ready to get serious about it. Not in the sense that I don’t like the way I look, but more in the way I feel. It has been limiting what I can do in my life and that isn’t acceptable anymore.

Run a 5K: I need to get healthy and in shape to do this. I’ve already started working on it. I am focused and determined. I have my friends and family supporting me, even to the point of not tempting me on my birthday and starting an exercise routine with me.

Egypt: Wanna go and see the pyramids and museums. I’ve watched thousands of hours of documentaries and I’m ready to see it in person.

Norway: Uhmm.. Tall, beautiful men talking in foreign accents.. And I bet the country fjords are gorgeous as well.

Catch a Tuna and\or Marlin: I’ve had the pleasure of catching a mahi mahi in Hawaii, but I would love to catch something bigger. From the experience of catching the smaller fish, although quite a fighter, I know I need to work on my muscles to bring in a bigger one.

That seems like a good start. Some of them are very attainable and some are going to take some work. I am ready for it and started on some of them already.

I’ll add to them as other things come to mind.